Abandonment – 23.07.26

The line between knowing on a soul level and the emotional feeling of abandonment is so vast its almost indescribable. How does one go through life always having the sensation of loneliness. Even in the presence of family and close friends, even in the presence of a spouse or partner. Which is intricately tied into trust issues with everyone and everything. Where somehow, there is a gap between the heart and soul causing loneliness. Could it be that on an energetic and spiritual level, our hearts and souls have been displaced resulting in the yearning for something which is intangible and illogical and succumbs to feelings of loss. When one does have a practice of worship, it helps to pull through and sustain those times when you somehow look around your life and feel lost and just a drop in an ocean of drops. Believing in a higher power which is able to hold you through those trying times and walk you through the battles of life can be the pillar of strength that fortifies you. It is my feeling that as we evolve in our consciousness, we become less involved with others and with the secular part of our lives. And sometimes in our reflection, it seems as though we are alone, having to fight our battles and watch our six ourselves. And I wonder if part of the reason why masses are joining secret societies, cults and covens, beside the obvious reason of wealth and power acquisition, is to feel some sense of belonging, being part of a bigger family so to speak…